He-who-must-not-be-named.

"It's so hard to come to terms with the fact that he doesn't care about you, that he has just forgotten you and he's moving on with someone else. I just can't let go :( But it's time and I have to. I need to understand it's over for him. I'm leaving him alone, I'm letting him go because that's what he wants. It breaks my heart but I can't deal with this anymore... I'm crushed. I have to accept he is over me, he does not love me... I'm letting go...."

-I hope my former English teacher Juli never sees this because she wrote it but it summarizes how I feel pretty well too. These past few days have been the worst. If I pass the subjects tomorrow, it will be a miracle and a dream come true.