P.E

I'm trying to do this thing, I have to choose an excersise and say which muscles work in it. Ans meanwhile I'm listening to Glee, pathetic. But I love it.

I don't want to cry anymore.

I love her but I hate her at the same time (I think I wrote this a million times). It's been quite an awful day, I don't like it when it rains. I'm lonely and I hate it.

I'm impossible to forget but I'm hard to remember.

I wish that the impossible to forget part was completely true.. haha. I hate when we have to do a project and no one gets organized, so in the end we end up doing things at the very last minute, it's a fucking nightmare. I want to kill somebody, because I'm smelling a fight and no project for tomorrow, fuck fuck fuck.

He was close, so close that the walls were wet.

Happy six months loveeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥

Happy Birthday Puppy!

Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Puppy; happy birthday to youuuuuuuuu. I love this picture, it's so pretty. Pup, I hope you had a brilliant day, with lots of love and presents haha (mine are waiting for you!).
I know what a real friend is, and I know that because of you. A real friend understands you, and supports you no matter what, helps you in everything she can, gives you advice, cares about you, texts you, calls you, feels bad when you are sad or angry or whatever, always wants the best for you, loves you, is there for you at all times. You do all this things and more, that's why I'm grateful for having you; you're one of the best people I know and no matter all the mistakes I may make, I'm not going to lose you. I'm sorry if I'm not such a good friend, I try so hard Pup. I know you had a fantastic birthday party, I would have loved to be there trust me. I miss you so much and love you even moreeee.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN HONEY! ♥

Happy Father's Day.

La vida misma (or as I call it: the life itself).

I'm feeling a slightly happier today. I love this photograph, because my face is weird, it doesn't exactly expresses happiness but.. I don't know I just like it, mainly because Puppy took it. Tomorrow will be a difficult day. I don't even want to think about it to be honest.

And when I thought things couldn't get any worse...

they fucking did. I think God wants me to be stronger, and I really appreciate it but He doesn't know I can't be stronger, I'm too weak. With all my tears from yesterday and today i could totally make my own river, the Macarena River. I'm trying to be funny but I know I'm not. If I wanted no one to find out that I was having a terrible day I failed 100 %. I cried at school, I cried in the streets (pathetic), I cried in P.E and I even dared to swear someone, my actual words were 'déjenme de golpear, la concha de sus madres', well, I didn't say it, I screamed it; the first time in my life and I must say I feel quite proud of myself, I said this because we were playing handball and the girls in the other team love playing rough and hitting people on purpose and that wasn't going to work with me at that moment, and when I screamed that I was lying on the floor after having been pushed; and I didn't fall only that time, I fell twice, because after that another girl thought it might be funny to push me again and make me fall and hurt my knees, that second time really hurt, fucking whore; and I really wanted to break her large and horrible nose but the teacher was there and I couldn't, but I would have, I think I should've done it, I regret not doing it. Moving on, I cried in English (can you believe that?) I spent the worst 5 minutes of my life, so humiliating. I cried in the dinner table in front of my parents (another can you believe that?) and then I cried in my room a bit more. I think I was having the PMS, no, I don't think, I was. And today was another shitty and sad day. Like I said before, I must calm down and I have to do it pretty quickly.

I must calm down.

I've had one of the worst days of my life.

Thank you so fucking much.

I'm not fine. Not at all.

Today's a black and white day.

You took this one Puppy. I'm so sad. And I think I must stop feeling like this, I try, but for one reason or the other I always end up feeling miserable. I would love to keep writing, but I have nothing else to say, I'm trying to picture what I'm about to write in my mind but I can't, nothing comes up.

I can't come up with an interesting title.

I have to study English, tomorrow's the first term test. I'm going to work a little bit on the cd, it's quite helpful, I must admit.

Hatred.

I started again today. School again, waking up early again, basically routine again. And it started like shit.

Nettles.

Fired up!

Today I stayed at home and I saw that movie. I dunno why I love those stupid (well, not really) cheerleader films, but I do; with all my heart actually. And there's nothing better than eating rice and watching two extremely sexy blokes as cheerleaders when you're ill, isn't that right? Well, it was a very entertaining afternoon considering the boredom of the previous three. And now it's ten to nine (p.m) and I'm alone and that's just sad not to mention depressing; I know that it seems lame and childish but being alone in my house at night on thursdays makes me feel really bad almost abandoned which is so fucked up and weird. I'm hungry, we're eating empanadas today, but not until one hour, or more..
The doctor came again today, he suggested that I should stay home tomorrow as well, but I want to go to school. So I dunno what I'll do. I'm watching House and this chapter seems quite interesting. Now i'll stop writing and wach T.V. Goodbye.

Baby it's cold outside.

This is my forth and last day of staying at home. Gosh, I'm so lazy when I'm sick.

Summer come back?

Tengo angina.